Last week I was busy.
With what, I cannot tell you, as the reason was the May-holiday…. Children at home, more sleep, but less rest… Lots of things to do, but none of them of a real importance.
With children in my house, I am not able to work. I cannot concentrate, although, to be honest my concentration is always horrible, even when working in complete silence.
This week, I am catching up with all my dear blog colleagues. I missed your words, and I missed a lot of nice comments. Sorry for that, I will try to compensate.
However, I am tired.
May is a busy month for us. Full of family birthdays and full of the start of the summer season, what brings me, as a garden lover, somewhat stress to fill my little place on earth with flowers and lovely smells.
My health is deteriorating, as I feel. I feel more tired as ever before, and the pain in my legs and arms feels almost paralysing. I am not the kind of person to take lots of medication, but sometimes I am afraid where it will stop and what more I need to leave behind because it becomes too heavy to do for me.
And it feels stupid to me, but reading other stories, about other persons with bad health, makes me feeling better again. I feel sorry for all of you with bad health…. but it makes me feel slightly better. There is always a worse situation to find. So, when reading, I feel the pain and the sorrow, but also I feel reinforced to keep my head up. I am not the only one struggling with a non-cooperative body and mind. Togehter, we relieve each other’s pain and fatigue.
And I am thankful for that.
I hope when spring continues, I will feel better again.
Because in this condition, I will not be able to undertake many nice side seeing in our beautiful neighbourhood. Bed will become my best friend I am afraid. And I am far too young for that!
So, for the next few weeks I take as many rest as possible to regain some more strength. I hope I will be back on my feet again when summer starts… I promise you many more positive messages will follow in due time!
Thank you for reading. And to all of you: thanks for your support! ♥
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